im feeling regretful. i hate myself. and i just did something stupid now. i should disappear off of the planet. i only cause harm. im annoying and worthless and i always seem to get reminded of it.. no matter if i do the nicest things, i still hate myself at the end of the day. all because of an assumption. im gonna disappear. im gonna try not to post anymore…no matter what i say, i dont feel any better.
im not gonna sit there with you not talking to me, telling me i dont care about what you do, ASSUMING that because i was looking at the weather i dont give a shit, and making me feel like a careless stupid person. as if i dont already have issues with myself. didnt plan on my night being like this. im destroying myself tonight. im tired of coming home crying myself to sleep and beating myself up about everything. that shit fucking hurts too.
You could’ve kept that tweet up. I saw it already…thanks. Don’t be a hypocrite and assume things either. Be careful what you say because i take that shit to heart. Guess i just need to grow up.